hi WordPress! sorry for not updating my life in this past 4months.
This 4months has been really crazy! it seems like i am in a roller coaster.
My very first term of school is going to a end ! left 2 more papers coming up which contains lots of percentage and i am starting to prepare for it already. i am so going school on 5 and 6 Sep to give a BANG in my paper! though i am quite scare in receiving my first term result i want to still praise and thank god for everything in my life. he has been so good and faithful to me. God i just want to give my best and all to you. Hope you will bless me.
Ministry was surely very challenging! i am still working on being a better person,friend and a leader. i struggle much in my time management and wanting to do many things by myself but learn to trust and disciple them by letting them try on their own. I want to entrust my Lifegroup to this two beloved leaders of mine to Xintian and Mark ! i got to be very honest that because time not manage properly i always go home late. which in a result of nagging and scolding from my mummy. Though my sisters didnt say anything about it but i know that i am not leaving a very good image. WELL ! i will be better in my time management. =)
Recently, i have been really dry spiritually there was a lot of doubts in my life with God i meant really tons of them. It felt as if i was about to be swallowed by the devil. But this random words just came out of my mouth saying while walking
” devil i know you are very happy seeing me in this state, but i tell you that i will be firm and nothing will move me from my life with Him.” it was so freaky, i guess i just say it with faith ! i choose to still believe that he is real in my life.
During service, God was so timely, he told me to put him in the center of my life as i hear him. i was really touch once again. i felt like i was a new believer asking god to soften my heart and living a courageous life. That experience with him was priceless. He then reveal to me about certain things in my life that i can work towards. He reveal this part of my heart for missions and i want to start saving up and start to go and see the world and have compassion on them. It’s just amazing.
God,
I pray that you increase my compassion and burden for people of the world,
Enlarge my Heart to love more people.
Let the another 4months to be the BEST i can ever have. =)
