The stepping stone of my life.

Many years has pass and today i am 16 turning 17, i cant believe that i am turning 17 already. i felt like every is so fast until i really sit down and think. My last year of secondary school has ended. Now, going into tertiary life. I have been thinking of what do i really want to do in my life. Since the day i entered church and start embarking in this journey with him. i was still a young boy only 13 and today i am turning 17. This 3years of walking with him and just going through life. It has been one that is not easy to go through but after all the perseverance in him, Today i see the result, he was pruning me all this while, and still pruning me now. To go out and reach out to the lost world. But am i ready to go out to the world? nah, its not the time yet. I want to go out to the world and see the world. If you really sit down and think, The world is not as big as what you think, it’s even bigger then u can ever imagine. If you can picture that, you can picture how big God is. yea. he is that big.

Yet today, the level of maturity and spiritual stature i have, is just a start of every thing. It’s just the beginning of Desmond, The stepping stone to know more things in the world and to have many more experiences to come. And many more testimony and breakthroughs in my life and my in lifegroup. Today i consider myself worth nothing to me, but Today I want to live a new life and also to exchange for a new heart. i know you heard me. Amen. Acts 20:24.

The Reflection upon 2009

What have 2009 been for me?

Overall, In the 2009 after walking with god this 3years , he have really grown me this in my leadership, character, attitude also my relationship with him, my expressiveness to him and men, being open minded to things around me and being flexible when things are not going in plan.I had a lot of good and bad experiences. I have many failures yet this failures help me much also to grow in him. yet i am grateful and thankful today that he have put me in all this different kind of situation and problems.
Knowing that i cant handle it myself but needed him more then just handling it myself. Sometimes even though i fail but i see hope in him. hope that is positive and not passive. Hope that is fearless of failure.
Therefore i chose to place my confidence on him then what the world say and predict.
Even though somethings might look impossible but its possible with him. I chose to pick myself up and move on.
Learning that after i had fail, i pray that i will not make the same mistake again.
After all the success in 2006-2009. Today i will still remember it glory but not dwell in it. To move on and say in 2010 there will be more testimony more breakthrough more leaders rising up more lifegroups and more of His presences in my life.  i want more success so that i can make god shine and famous in my life. Not making myself shine but him.

Also i want to thank God for placing many brothers and sisters in my life. especially people Like, xanthe, zachary,keith,wei jang, Renting, natalie, lizhen, jingwen, raynerd, daniel, aaron, winnie, brandon kang, angela, chirstopher, hazel, liyi, feeb, alvern, wei li, kevin, joel low, cleo, jon liu, jeron, kwan shyan, yuxin, jonne, jeshua, joel soong, ryan(yk), wen min, suan fong, meisi, jolyn, and many more
im sorry if your name is not in. But this ps is still for you.

Ps : I really want to thank you all for being faithful in serving him. In the times where by you are going through many problems and many time you feel like giving up yet u still chose to persevere and serve him. Really appreciate and acknowledge what whatever you have done in central. Even though ppl will forget your effort and hard work you have put in, God remembers.=)

let 2010 be a year of  more breakthrough in our own personal life and In our lifegroup as well. More lost souls will come to know the greatness of God’s love for them. More schools to be completed.
I Want to see all this happening! MORE AND MORE AND MORE ALRIGHT. Jesus is going to make it happen! =)

Zach. i always remember. Impossible is nothing.

Coded from Zachary young

Discipline

I got to admit. i am very not discipline.
Today i ask, How can i be more discipline? I think is the Purpose and Desire behind it. If i dun have a purpose and Desire then i wont do anything about something or even care about it. Looks like i have to Desire and look Far. Look at the Goal that i am aiming. Then work hard for it. Then Don’t stop Running. Keep that Passion and desire Going like Burning Fire.
Not to the left, Not to the Right, Not to be distracted. But Right straight at the Goal! God make me discipline.
Give me some suggestion? How can i be more discipline?

It is your love

It is your love
Nothing in this world can satisfy me
Jesus You alone can fill me up
I could gain the world and all its treasures
But all those things would never be enough

It is Your love
It is Your goodness
It is Your kindness and compassion
That fills me up inside
It is Your grace
Your tender mercy
It is Your presence in my life
That satisfies.

While worshiping God, I was once reminded of God love,
God goodness,
God kindness,
God compassion and
God Grace.

Thank you lord. Change my heart of stone into a Heart of flesh.
€zekiel 11:19
I will give them an undivided heart and put a new spirit in them; I will remove from them their heart of stone and give then a heart of flesh.

ps:i cant find a video of it.
if you want the chords here is the link,

http://eastpw.multiply.com/journal/item/82/it_is_your_love

Zoom.

Zoom, While reflationary my day, i realize that when we do our quite time,  we dont just read or look through, I admit. i was like that before. Sometimes still like that. The Gold and treasure behind every word that God has put into the bible. We have to Zoom in and ask God to give us understanding in his word! This is the importants of it.

Instead of using a magnify glass, we will use our spiritual eye. To zoom into his word.

I encourage everyone not to just read through, But zoom into the word and understand it, Best it would be to note it down! =p

Happy!

I am happy because god have give me life,

I am happy because i have freedom in Christ.

I am happy because Later on i am going to Caregroup

I am happy to see my mum waking up everyday =)

I am happy because of what have God place in my life

I am happy because i can play sports

I am happy because i am seeing myself slowly maturing in God

I am happy because of the friends and leaders God have place in my life.

I am happy because i didn’t regret embarking on this wonderful walk with God.

Because Christ lives in me i am recharge everyday to start a new day with him so i am happy!

People i am imperfect, I will not be as happy as i can, But i want to live life being happy with god. =)

ITs your WALK with God

YOU OWN IT.

People you have to learn to take ownership of your own spiritual life,

Your Leaders

Shepherd

Cannot BE 24hour beside you Encouraging you, Motivating you,

God is ENCOURAGING YOU! MOTIVATING YOU WHEN YOU ARE WEARY OR IN THE VALLEYS.

GOD IS YOUR
ENCOURAGER
MOTIVATIONAL
FRIEND
AND
YOUR EVERYTHING!
GOD THANK YOU FOR BEING SO GOOD TO ME, LET ME REMEMBER YOUR LOVE ONCE AGAIN.

People you own it.

Update! This is the time of my life.

Finally took my very first and Second paper. Chinese was bad, But English was Good, Thank god.
i pray that god will help me during this time of Papers till weds,

God I let you take control,
You are the driver and i am sitting beside you,
Lead me, Break me, Mold me and GROW me.
Amen.

My N level english and chinese is NEXT WEEK!

Oh man! i cant believe it! its so fast! Everything just pass by like that, it feels like i was sec 1 yesterday, 10years in fairfield is a sure miss man! Soon after 4more weeks i am offically no more school! I make sure i really appreciate every moment now,
Time – time is so precious, i realize that 10years looks long, but it past really fast though!
It has been 4 years in Fairfield and now i am going for my N level, Dun waste every bit of time in school now if not you will regret man! God i am fully dependence on you! =)

God provides.

i thought that this picture is very Nice and interesting, So i decided to post it up

As i Serve God, i Realize all this start coming in, All the Skills and Knowledge etc..
God you really Provides, You know it. =D
THANK YOU GOD.