I am claiming it today. Your promises and your authority ! I want to live the kind of life that pleases you. I struggle a lot with time management ! But with you god I believe I will struggle powerfully it with you! 
today marks the day of me growing even more principled and more mature in you.
Zach young if you are reading this, I want to let you know, it’s been so long since I do something crazy, I guess desperation campaign is coming back! can’t think of any more sacrifices but looks like now my hair is pretty precious and also the most painful one. Hope this is a encouragement to you! Be strong and know that you are a great leader ! Because God has place this authority to lead central and the church! And i am going to lead it with you not out of obligation but I want to.
Claim it today.
Secure
I am me and i will be secure being me and he called me to do what he wants to do. This is not for me and this is for him. Every decision that I made in my life right now I will be secure in it.
Go des! Work hard in school , have a balance life and be consistent in him. Period.
Something i really treasure. (: # people
Thankyou for being in my life.
Your faces has been imprint upon my heart. i mean it. (:
Claim this birthright
just incase i hast been posting about the learnings i had. i am really learning just that is not on post. haha.
Recently i read about issac and this two son jacob and Esau. Well ! Its really interesting as god give me deeper understanding. I have a Goal. I want to finish the Old testament by the end of the year. i am going to commit myself to read 3chapters everyday. not just to read by words but to take effort and reflect as well. so yup!
Genesis 26;4-5
4 I will make your descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and will give them all these lands, and through your offspring[a] all nations on earth will be blessed,[b] 5 because Abraham obeyed me and did everything I required of him, keeping my commands, my decrees and my instructions.”
I really admire Abraham. He is a man of faith. I pray that i will have that kind of faith and obedient in him. I pray that god you will enlarge my love of the people around me. Expand it and from there i can serve you in a higher intensity. So yup! JIAYOU DESMONDDD! =D
Back to basic #1 Law of the Lid
HEY! I am reading this book “THE 21 IRREFUTABLE LAWS OF LEADERSHIP” by John C.MAXWELL. I am committed to learn the 21 Law’s and apply it into my life! Every chapter i read i will post of my understanding and how is my life is applicable to it. So at the end of the day i will have 21 POST of learning! I am like samurai sword that is blunted and rusty. I would say i have a long way to go in many areas of my life! I want to sharpen my life bit by bit. Hope this 21 laws of leadership will be able to help me out in my personal growth in Jesus! I want to declare that i will never stop learning and i want to learn. I promise to be diligent in learning and faithfully teaching.
ps: Pls always randomly ask me what i learn recently by helping me to grow alright! Thanks to whoever is reading this!
To my understanding The law of lid is the level of leadership determines how effective you are. but somethings i must get it right is that success without leadership will not be as effective. When there is leadership there is success because of the level of effectiveness that is higher. Because of the direction and vision set out for people was clear. Winning the hearts of my Lifegroup. To have influence over their lives!
“The higher you climb the more you need leadership, The greater the impact you want to make the greater your influence needs to be” – unknown.
I think how can i apply this into my life.
To value Godly leadership as a key to grow my Lifegroup and my life.
1) To be discipline to reflect what on improvement that can be made in my Lifegroup.
Oh my Lord, Help me to sharpen my life with you ! In anyway ! I surrender my character, attitude, skills and knowledge to you not forgetting my heart also!! I will humbly learn from you slowly but teach me because i want to learn.
its been 4months.
hi WordPress! sorry for not updating my life in this past 4months.
This 4months has been really crazy! it seems like i am in a roller coaster.
My very first term of school is going to a end ! left 2 more papers coming up which contains lots of percentage and i am starting to prepare for it already. i am so going school on 5 and 6 Sep to give a BANG in my paper! though i am quite scare in receiving my first term result i want to still praise and thank god for everything in my life. he has been so good and faithful to me. God i just want to give my best and all to you. Hope you will bless me.
Ministry was surely very challenging! i am still working on being a better person,friend and a leader. i struggle much in my time management and wanting to do many things by myself but learn to trust and disciple them by letting them try on their own. I want to entrust my Lifegroup to this two beloved leaders of mine to Xintian and Mark ! i got to be very honest that because time not manage properly i always go home late. which in a result of nagging and scolding from my mummy. Though my sisters didnt say anything about it but i know that i am not leaving a very good image. WELL ! i will be better in my time management. =)
Recently, i have been really dry spiritually there was a lot of doubts in my life with God i meant really tons of them. It felt as if i was about to be swallowed by the devil. But this random words just came out of my mouth saying while walking
” devil i know you are very happy seeing me in this state, but i tell you that i will be firm and nothing will move me from my life with Him.” it was so freaky, i guess i just say it with faith ! i choose to still believe that he is real in my life.
During service, God was so timely, he told me to put him in the center of my life as i hear him. i was really touch once again. i felt like i was a new believer asking god to soften my heart and living a courageous life. That experience with him was priceless. He then reveal to me about certain things in my life that i can work towards. He reveal this part of my heart for missions and i want to start saving up and start to go and see the world and have compassion on them. It’s just amazing.
God,
I pray that you increase my compassion and burden for people of the world,
Enlarge my Heart to love more people.
Let the another 4months to be the BEST i can ever have. =)
A Secret Addiction
I was reading a book, and they share to me a story about this boy who onces thought of becoming a pastor but now that is very caught up by the world of gaming, So caught by all this violent fantasy world. that his result starts to drop, friendship starts to slide away and his relationship with Jesus starts to withdraw. He was spending every minute of his free time on the computer. Sometimes he did not even go to bed. The game was his life. So the pastor of his realize about this lack of direction in his life and give him a copy of ”The prayer of Jabez”. So after his school he went home and felt strangely drawn to the little book, So he went home and sat down to read instead of going to the computer. Then there came a statement in the book it says ” The only thing that break this cycle of abundant living is sin, Because sin breaks the flow of God’s power. ” There he knew why God seems so distant and church was so dry and boring, The Game was no long just a entertainment for him it became a idol, an addiction. The passion he once felt for God was replace by all the obsession with the Games. There he got on his knees and prayed. The feeling a long dead spark ignite in his life. He simply just prayed a prayer of confession , ask for forgiveness and re-dedicating his life to God, by putting God first in this life again. With the confession came peace and freedom, But he knew that true repentance meant action, So he went straight to the computer and delete every single trace of the game from the hard drive. Then he realize he had wasted almost 3years of his life time that could be spent serving god. but he gave thanks to God for the intervention, He has use his reclaimed time to learn guitar, and he is in a praise band now, Onces again pursuing a healthy friendship and best of all , He is seeking God asking him to let his will be done in his life. A secret Addiction by David king
After reading this story, i was just thinking what will draw me away from this walk that i have with God. But this is not an Addiction but more of a weakness. Because for the time being i dun have any addiction as yet. hope that it wont come.
This Few things came into my mind, that the devil will use to tempt me.
1. Lust-girls
2. Pride-basketball and dance
3. Insecurity- In what i do.
I want to be open, and want to ask god for protection over my life, not because you can use this to pin point me, but i want to let you know that even me still struggle and want to struggle powerful with God. So that those who struggle this know that they are not alone struggling, Me knowing this helps me to be more careful with what i do. so that i wont go astray. Thank you God for letting me realize about this thing in my life.
so what is your secret addiction and downfall ?
Be ignite by a Spark of fire
It was when people celebrate the year countdown, i saw this guy lighting up his own fire sparkle. Then the guy holding it was using his fire sparkles to ignite the rest of the fire sparkles. That moment to me was a very interesting, i would say it was very pretty, my eyes took a snap of the moment of that guy lighting the rest of the sparkles.
In 2011 i want my life to be like that fire sparkle. That is able to ignite every life that is around me through this love that he has given me.
